Where do the days go.

It's now 2:38 AM. Am i am in a flux, I have no feeling for good or for bad...well, I have ideas. All day I looked for the funny, and yet at every turn I found walls. I lost a few big business accounts over the last few days and the stress of that is building. I'm working on a few new cartoons so I'm finding some joy taping into that coping skill. Yet, my mind wonders and I start to lose focus and with that walls crumble. I am going through a down spell, yet the meds are hiding it well... It is funny how I should feel i don't yet I act how i don't feel. So in that i find the funny... I am acting out the feeling I think i have or amd I feeling so i think i have to act. So I find the funny cause i don't know how i feel.. yet i feel something.

MOOD:
Simply put Twisted!