Balancing on the edge

Well, it been a while since i posted... I now know my sisters have been reading this and my wife and a few friends... that has helped me some but now that I've been back to myself for the last month i starting to feel a bit ashamed... but I know this to is just part of the illness. I am running out of my meds and I have to get a doctor to get a new script but finding one i can afford is the issue... I will go the a place i know of this week.... i need the meds with out them i sink fast.. it seems like how that I;m older them manic episodes and far and few between and the depression just take hold like hand around my neck. i cant got back there.. my family need me too much.

Well i also found out none of my cartoon made it to the top 12 in that cartoon contest... I found out that they were not political enough... lol all the cartoons in the top 12 are really bashing bush and nameing names... my are non-political but thay asked if they could keep them and use them in other publication... So I guess that not to bad... i mean over 400 artist submitted them and just the fact that they still want to use them tells me that they were not all that bad...lol

I have a few of my other cartoons bing published... on in print in a local paper... that will be cool and the other on a marketing authors website... I will be doing a few for him each month about sales and marketing... here is the one I did for him that he is going to post.

Now you have to understand this guy, BOB LEDUC wrote a book called "Building Your Business With Just Post Cards". Now you might be able to see the joke not that you have the back story...lol

I have also been working on my story about Lincoln Jr high it turning into a big reunion website.

An my cartoons are coming along... i submitted a few to some magazines and 1 said they will hold on to them and if they can use them they will call... lol so I'm on my way... slowly but on my way none the less.


MOOD CHART:
a bit down over not getting into the top 12... I think it a bit more amp'ed because I did not take my meds this week. over all I better.. balanced but I fell on the edge... we will see.