Pins and Needles to the Heart

? What can be more harmful to you? A one time overwhelming incident that triggers and episodes? Or A letting trigger, stabbing you over and over and over and over again at ever turn?

Well, you may see how I feel already. What is going with me is like Pins and Needles to my Heart. Not enough to kill you but enough to let you know she is there. It's funny, I'm now on my meds and I'm doing every thing I can to find my balance and all the time , she jabs me right in the heart with a needle with ever work spoken for an other.

So What is funny about this, I guess, it is more of a funny type of pain, you know, the old, "it's funny when it really is not".

So the more normal I get the more people was to get away from me!